Isolated — and Lonelier than Most
April 17, 2020
INGEMAR writes:
I’m finding that increasingly, a bright line is being drawn between believers in the Truth and believers of the Lie; and the latter outnumber the former by a staggering margin.
As if the imposed lockdowns are not terrible enough, I am finding myself increasingly isolated from the ones I love. I used to work in a laboratory, and in fact in an infectious pathogen lab for a Mainland China-based company (which in a way I view in retrospect as a prophecy of things to come). This gives me, I think, more competence than the man on the street (and certainly more than my Democratic governor) to comment on the (un)reality of the testing regime.
SARS-CoV-2 is supposedly a novel infectious pathogen. The media, in the early phase of the scare, spoke of testing kits that “should have been” available if the USA had prepared more adequately for it. There is a major problem here:
Validated testing kits do not grow on trees, nor do they spring into existence by governmental fiat. Approved testing kits require several months to years of regulatory work to be able to be marketed. If an infection is a less than a year old, there would not be a validated test for it; else, the pathogen is not novel at all.
As of this week, the NYC hospitals have dispensed with any pretense of any kind of testing, as 3700 presumed, UNTESTED fatalities were attributed to COVID-19. Additionally, China has been distributing testing kits that have been pre-spiked with the virus, which has the double effect of 1.) instantly providing a positive result and 2.) infecting the patient.
Despite my insider knowledge, and despite the open deceptions, no one I try to reason with accept what I have to say.
The worst cases are my parents and family, who have partaken of the false eucharist of COVID propaganda. My mother (a non-scientist) advises me to wear (useless) face coverings in my own house when receiving guests and my relatives in the Philippines (known for exporting nurses) are dutifully, multiple times a day, posting propagandic glurge that extols the virtues of heroic doctors and nurses.
My very liberal cousins in the Bay Area or Greater D.C. host weekly Zoom chats to “be apart, together” and to act like a family and partake in the false unity that this crisis has imposed on us–also fearful that every man, woman and child is a Typhoid Mary. While I attend these meetings, I exchange niceties but ultimately hold my tongue because no one accepts the truth that we are living in the largest totalitarian power grab in history.
What makes things worse is that the Churches are still closed. Those of us who love Jesus Christ are denied His presence by the very ministers of His sacraments. E. Michael Jones described the livestream Mass as “showing a video of a meal to a man dying of hunger” or something to that effect, and I agree.
I just wanted to share my experience with you and your readers, and if any of them are alone, I would like to unite with them mystically in prayer.
Laura writes:
Thank you for writing and for your small acts of social courage.
I’ve been meaning to write about that admission by the New York Times that the death totals in New York are meaningless. It’s so late in this operation that they are bold enough to expose it themselves and just carry on the lies. C stands for covert. O stands for operation. V stands for viral. I stands for infectious. D stands for disease. And 19 is 2019.
I appreciate your insights about the tests. Mind-blowing!
I think many more people are onto this than it seems to you. They are scattered all over the place, but are highly energized. Some were prepped by the lies of 9/11 and many face personal economic devastation. What we lack in numbers, we make up for intensity and rationality. So don’t be discouraged. Check out the comments section after the Ron Paul videos I posted. Hundreds and hundreds of people who get it. Rejoice! God has given you, an ordinary sinner, the grace of sight in an age of near-universal blindness. This is ultimately a spiritual battle.
On the Church issue:
You may know, I haven’t attended masses at mainstream Catholic churches in years and stopped attending all masses at traditional chapels too about a year ago. The reason for this is that the Vatican II Church is heretical and it is a mortal sin to unite ourselves knowingly with heresy. Traditional chapels either lack papal authority — and thus offer unlawful masses— or are united with the Vatican II Counter-Church. Therefore, I obviously disagree with you that you do not have access to Jesus Christ and Holy Mother the Church. Pray the traditional mass and perform an act of Spiritual Communion when you would regularly receive Communion, as Catholics who did not have access to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass have done for hundreds of years. In addition, make frequent acts of Perfect Contrition, and pray for the grace to do this.
I know this position is deeply offensive to many, but we are not entitled to the sacraments at the expense of the Faith. I strongly reject E. Michael Jones’s position on the Church. In any event, God most definitely wants us to use our minds when it comes to religion, to use them toward obedience and fidelity to the Church, and not simply accept what feels good.
Perhaps this situation of the lockdowns is God’s way of acknowledging what already exists? That all services deeply offend His majesty and do not offer true worship. The Church in these latter times has reverted to the catacombs, in fulfillment of many prophecies and private revelations. The Church is visible in the structure of the hierarchy that remains, in those ordinary sinners who hold the faith, in Scripture and in the Pre-Vatican II Magisterium. God has not abandoned us. He has left us immense treasures, so deep and wide a single lifetime is not enough to admire them all. We must love more than ever, and especially devote ourselves to Mary, Queen of Heaven and our humble Mother as we move through these treacherous waters.
Perhaps this is a time for you to think more about these issues.
See the links I provide in this post. I highly recommend chatting with Gerry Matatics, who is learned and accepts all friendly inquiries, especially by phone, from people trying to understand. He’s not trying to sell anything or pressure others. Neither am I.
Don’t be discouraged. Truth wins in the end!
God bless you. I will be thinking of you and praying with you.
Holy Ghost, Soul of my Soul, I adore Thee. Enlighten me, guide me, strengthen me, console me. Tell me what I should do. I promise to submit myself to all that Thou dost permit to happen to me. Let me only know Thy will.
Amen.
— Comments —
Ingemar responds:
The spiritual aspect of today’s current events do not escape me. If what’s happening right now is being compared to WW2, I can’t help but point out that the Christian/Catholic faith is the largest silent casualty of both. Vatican II is the poisonous fruit of Communist infiltration. Furthermore, it was obvious to me from the start that the aim of this crisis is twofold–create a “1984” style dystopia outdoors and a “Brave New World” style dystopia indoors. We are forbidden from normal human interaction in public but we are free to waste our time and attention spans on propaganda delivered by our iDevices. Liquor, marijuana and abortion are all essential services.
During this time, I’m also guilty of getting too deep into the “Q” movement, despite knowing that spiritually, it is not of Christ. I’ve got a couple of videos from a Christian (albeit anti-Catholic) source (here and here) that shows how the Q movement is manipulating the crisis for their own ends (Viewer beware, of course)
Jon writes:
I appreciated your Covid-19 acronym. I’m sure you’re right that refers to 2019, but perhaps also to the fact that it is 19 years (2001-2020) after the 9/11 manufactured crisis.
Laura writes:
Hadn’t thought of that!